Sunday, January 19, 2025




Can't believe people make money writing about politics, because mostly people just hate politics, and avoid it. 

Realize this blog is just an expression vehicle because nobody wants to talk politics, and it's actually quite a big part of the problem, and we're about to enter a period where the left wing is going to be howling about all sorts of wrecking up and enshitification by the idiocracy. 

It's quite boring seeing the same memes over and over on Bluesky. Yes, air force one can be renamed con air. You get the sense that Trump does it all for the trappings. Nothing ever works but actually the government plane works for the right wing tinpot authoritarian 



I didn't go to the People's March, and it turned out to be a lucky thing because there was a crisis I was needed for. 

But before then I felt so guilty about not wanting to go alone, and not finding anyone to go with me. 

I also think about French Dispatch (2021), where the student is always protesting part. I love Wes Anderson, and I'm about to have a Wes Anderson marathon.



I took Tik Tok off my phone because it's Chinese, and I love the Chinese people and history, but i don't trust their government. Plus Insta, FB and YouTube have short videos, and I generally don't look at those anyway. My daughter likes it, maybe I should put Rednote on my phone.

Two arguments go in different ways. One says this is cutting off our freedom. Another says we're protecting ourselves from Chinese manipulation, but the China government can manipulate us from the other apps too, I suspect every dastardly country should have a kind of social media spin division. In the end it's protectionism for Zuckerberg, which is funny, he donated all that money to Trump and Trump is saying he's going to executive order it back, somehow, specifics to come later. If Biden signed it into law, it's law. But perhaps he can finesse the legislators to write a new law. Him wanting to do that makes me think China gave him money or will grant him some hotel concession or whatever that can complete the grift, government by highest bidder. I'd love to see an actual bidding war for Trump's policy. 

One thing you can be sure of that the Cacocracy is working it's magic of enshitification. 

AOC voted against it because they didn't make the case, no evidence of the actual problem.

Others are saying it's manufactured, it's banned, and Trump is going to rescue it. 

I love it that China and Russia have a clear favorite candidate for USA and we voted for him.



My pet peeve about my daughter's school is that it's not whole language hippy dippy learn to read when you're ready stuff, it's drill baby drill, North Korea, full on all the time. 

I'm wondering if my Taoism undercurrent, thinking things should be natural, is part of why I hate it, and find it unnatural. They would claim it works on a few kids, so it's worth it, but the consequence to the rest worries me, and the best kids who it works on would figure out how to learn anyway too probably, and can ramp it up later if they want. Not in 3rd grade. 


Tuesday, January 14, 2025

thoughts today

Three thoughts today and a list.

The first one is that I actually think cults are pretty cool. I’m not saying death cults or exploitation cults but the cult of loving your spiritual tradition, is is kind of devotion to me. Devotion is good so I don’t really I’m not really into Saying that Trump‘s cult has put down

Every little resistance and hatred of the opposition is being filed in my head is something that potentially a conservative or a right wing person would feel when there is a left-wing or in office. I don't think there's an equivalency, Trump is an outlier, I'm thinking Reagan, Bush, Bush, Clinton conservatives, not Trump. 

I’m really tired of “this might” happen. There’s so much sort of culture war trying to create space BS so this might happen that might happen. This might happen, that might happen. I’m getting really sick of it. I just really wanna hear what has been accomplished, blocked, or rammed through despite the people's wishes. How misinformation has been fought.




How the American systems failed us: 

The supreme court overruled Colorado taking Trump off the ballot. States were not allowed to take him off the ballot. Colorado didn't vote for him anyway. Maybe only states that are controlled by Democrats would have taken him off the ballot and he would have remained on the states he won anyway. 

Education: People allowed manipulation of information to take root in their minds. People imagined Trump was worthy of being president, didn't introspect enough to see how they were just bored and wanted to wreck up the place some.

Attorney General: Dropped the ball obviously. Merrick Garland is synonymous with shitty attorney generals who couldn't get it done.

Spiritual communities: We haven't educated our communities enough to avoid this outcome.

Citizenship: People imagined him to be worth voting for, the American people didn't provide the fail safe.



"A federal judge (and Smith) only agreed to dismiss the case because Trump won the election in November and prosecutions against sitting presidents are against long-standing Justice Department policy." Huffpo

Basically he ran to avoid prosecution, and America didn't notice or care enough. 

Thursday, January 9, 2025

Politics of cruelty



I wanted to gain insight into conservatism and I tried to read George Will's tome. I couldn't go far because I was so repulsed by the idea that it was about doing the unpopular thing. It was just too vague and too cruel. 

I can't help but think of Ivanka Trump making her kid ride his bike in the hurricane. It's a good lesson in a way, that your child doesn't have to surrender to fears. It was just raining and he was getting wet. Mostly it's upsetting because she's kind of forcing him out of his comfort zone. If conservatives are about flaunting fake fears, I'm OK with that message. It's a flimsy vision, but OK. You can add that to any larger vision easily, and Democrats do that. 

Pushy therapist who gets in there and ignores you defenses can be seen as good. A guru will upset you, shatter some illusions. That's almost what the republicans are going for, but I think it's more guided by insecurity and fear than what a therapist and guru are guided by. 

Biden is forgiving loans, creating parks. The economy is booming. He's provided vanilla stability, which is what I want in a government. His presidency is going to be a shining beacon because it's sandwiched between the ineptitude and cruelty of Trump.

What is the opposite of cruelty? Compassion. I'm everything for the politics of compassion.

People are so afraid of compassion, call it vague and soft. It can also be fierce and apt. 




Wednesday, January 8, 2025

No shame


Trump has raised quite a lot of money, strike at the roots of poverty money, end hunger type money, for his inauguration.

People deal with the surfaces, I'm sure Zuckerberg looked around and realized he could save costs on the bottom line, and even make some free publicity in doing it. Attract the troll types that kill social media, because he's got his bunker in Hawaii, earnings were probably declining, try something new. Cutting costs is always where these guys evolve to. More for me. 

Trump spins it, that's his influence. Zuck already gave him millions. 

Trying to filter out the blather, the nonsense, the attention getting.

In some ways it's crime in broad daylight. Trump's strut about getting away with it. Let the assholes strut around. Pretty sure there are many aspects of discontent in their lives. They think they have thick skin for all the criticisms. Canada liking the narrative of wrecking the boom, get Trudeau to quit. Never really understood it, though I've seen about 20 different explanations. Humans sabotage themselves. They get tired of things run well, they want chaos. I'm afraid they're too much in touch with that urge. Where is appreciation for virtue and propriety. 

Meanwhile LA burns, the hubris of Americans burns up America. "Recalling  Buddha’s Fire Sermon: “Bhikkhus, all is burning … burning with the fire of greed, with the fire of aversion, with the fire of delusion.” We are seeing burning in all quarters." (Halifax)

Selectively punishing Giuliani, he has to give up his World Series Ring. Not sure why he didn't hide everything, he's already lost his lawyer license, he must feel guilty about it, think he deserves it. 


Friday, January 3, 2025

Chris Hayes

The ‘Crush Nazism’ monument outside Oslo Central Station.




Chris Hayes asks in the Times (Gift Article), "Did Americans elect him again because they were just kind of bored with the status quo?"

I'd say I was quite allergic to boredom, in combination with being put upon at work at times.

Not bored anymore, but I do seek simulation even so. I can meditate for an hour, a couple times a day, and that can have all sorts of negative emotions, including boredom. 

My daughter came into my room towards the end of vacation. She was bored. I put the responsibility of finding something better to do on her. What can she imagine? I realized I don't feel bored, but I do sometimes think about what I'm going to eat next, what movie I'm going to watch next, what TV show I'm going to watch next.

Ouch: "What parents haven’t had the experience of rejecting a child’s request for screen time and then catching themselves immediately going back to scrolling their phones?"

I'd say it was one of my triggers for substance abuse. Intoxication somehow makes life briefly easier. The downside costs are too much, but I wasn't there until recently. 

I've been meditating for 20 years, but I guess not hard enough at times, because I fell into substance abuse. Maybe it was the mistakes I made that were utterly disappointing. Maybe it was because I realized I couldn't be a monk. 

“When I have occasionally set myself to consider the different distractions of men,” Pascal observed in “Pensées,” his collection of essays published in 1670, “I have discovered that all the unhappiness of men arises from one single fact, that they cannot stay quietly in their own chamber.”

I'm not sure if you have to suffer being alone as much as this implies, and I think if we can understand how balance works in our life, desire for stimulation and retreat. 

“Idleness as such is by no means a root of evil; quite the contrary, it is a truly divine way of life, so long as one is not bored,” Kierkegaard wrote. “Indeed, one can say that any human who lacks appreciation of it proves he has not raised himself to the level of humanity.”

I feel like anapanasati, the brahma viharas, 6 element, Buddhanasati and just sitting meditation has given me resources, combined with vast reading of the Dharma, combined with talking to other Buddhists, has given me resources for coping with boredom. 

And I'd say this is the 20th hypothesis as to why America was hoodwinked and bamboozled by Trump, by a very slim margin. 

Fake crisis by fake people



Elon Musk, the fake man of free speech, is against Wikipedia. Of course he's going to be against facts and truth. It's almost like him being against something makes it all the more valuable fighting these oligarchs. 

The panic about shrink birth rate. When the black plague reduced population worker rights went way up, as people tried to retain workers. Shrinking birth rates mean better worker conditions. Greedy jerks don't like that. The planet could really use a reduction in population.

The right wing have no insight into how their policies suppress the urge to have children.

They invent fake crisis to go with the real ones like climate change and class war.

I zoom past anything Elon or Trump says. I'm not even interested in developing disgust for how wrong they are, how mendacious. 

Trying to let go of my hatred of Elon and Trump, let go of the attention they old. Articles about them and videos not getting attention would really deprive them. Need to burn Zozobra. 

Wednesday, January 1, 2025

Enshitification

One of the elements of the idiocracy the Americans have elected because inflation was just too frustrating is a bozo who won’t fix inflation either, and will pick his cabinet with the worst people, because government isn’t meant to be federal, only military and currency production. The garbage hauled away, the roads, the schools, the mass transit is all local government, that is only what we need. The federal government could cut some spending and lower taxes, but these wholesale swings of back and forth aren’t productive. 

It’s a self fulfilling prophecy, they don’t want people to believe in government, they won’t increase entitlements, indeed, they’ll ratchet up the deficit so the democrats can’t increase entitlements. They won’t give medicaid for all, and they won’t build housing, and the housing crisis will get worse and worse. It’s going to be a very difficult 4 years, but it will usher in a new democratic leader. Harris got 75 million votes, Trump got 77, and more people didn’t vote than voted. America just couldn’t grasp that Trump won’t raise inflation more than Harris, they repeat the tired old slogans of the right. They chose this idiocracy, the enshitification of America. The people who voted for him think he’s more honest in his lies than Harris was with her colored female truths. 

There’s a knowing glee by many conservatives for this time of lawlessness, and white supremacy. Punching down returns as the pass time. Pictures of the parties show women who’ve been plastic surgeried into looking like android sex machines.

Struggling not to dread the next 4 years, to be ready, but also aloof. I want to protect myself for the most part, but I want to be ready to launch into action when the opportunity arises. Looks like the march in Washington on January 18th looks like an opportunity. 


Someone wrote a similar article on the same day--Jason Linkins